Man. I slept HORRIBLY last night. I didn’t take that high blood pressure medication my doctor gave me for restless legs and instead took melatonin. My wife told me my legs were jerking around a lot when I was asleep. I woke up every 2 hours and today is my first day back at work. I don’t really feel a ton of withdrawal. I just didn’t eat well yesterday. Too much sugar and junk food. That REALLY affects me when I go off my meal plan. So this morning, I ate my meal plan breakfast and I went to the gym for the first time in weeks. I didn’t do anything too intense, just 45 minutes of walking on the treadmill.
I work 11-8 today, so I’m hoping I hang in there. I’m not bringing any extra Suboxone with me to work. Sticking with my plan, no matter how tired or shitty I feel today. Hoping that I feel better as the day progresses. More tomorrow.
<3 - B